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Alan
Bodnar, Ph.D. is the Co-Director of Psychology Training at Westborough
State Hospital, Mass. and a consultant in the field of leadership
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By Alan Bodnar, Ph.D.
Consider the common umbrella. Webster defines it as a "portable,
collapsible device for protection against rain and snow consisting
of a fabric canopy mounted on a sliding framework of ribs radiating
from a central rod." But it is so much more than that. How much
more, I don't think I fully realized until one blustery December
day that began with the discharge of one of our long-term patients.
For years, this man had been asking when he could go back to his
hometown and, on more than one occasion, had to be intercepted at
the gates in the process of a self-directed discharge. Then, suddenly,
word came that a bed was available in just the kind of community
residence our patient needed in the very place to which he longed
to return.
As in a favorable alignment of the planets, a successful discharge
requires the perfect coincidence of a number of elements. The patient
has to be ready when a vacancy occurs in the kind of residence
that can provide the supervision and treatment he or she requires.
Government subsidies, insurance benefits and appointments with psychiatrists,
therapists, case managers and primary care doctors all have to be
arranged. And, of course, the patient has to be willing to go. When
everything falls into place, there is no time to lose and so, one
rainy morning in December, rounds were abruptly cancelled and staff
pressed into a different kind of service than many of us were used
to providing.
Today our colleagues would not need our learned clinical opinions
about changes in our patients' moods or behaviors or our recommendations
for further diagnostic procedures and treatment strategies. Today,
we had one common goal - getting our patient and the cardboard boxes
holding all of his worldly possessions into a waiting minivan and
off to the life he had been craving for such a long time. "Well,
Augustus," a staff member chirps, "you are finally going home. You
must be excited." Augustus growls indecipherably in a rich baritone
voice that sounds anything but excited. "OK then, Gus," someone
else replies, "it's natural to feel some nervousness leaving the
hospital after all these years, but you'll do just fine." Augustus
responds with another gruff and surly utterance, still not entirely
clear in its content, though some are certain it contains the word,
"idiots."
At least our patient is willing to get into the minivan we have
just finished loading with his belongings. Never does our clinical
team seem more single-minded or democratic as we each do our part
in this intricate dance from the hospital to the community. Psychiatrist,
nurse, psychologist and intern lift and stow cardboard boxes in
the rain; the social worker adjusts the driver's seat and starts
the engine. Holding my umbrella over the open van door to shield
Gus from the elements, I pull the seatbelt around his considerable
girth and into the fingers of a colleague waiting to grab the buckle
and complete the circuit. In the time it would have taken us to
check on the progress of our house's dozen residents, we have sent
one of them off to start a long anticipated new chapter of his life.
My next appointment is a therapy session with a young man so happy
to have recently gained the freedom to walk on grounds with staff,
that he hardly notices the morning rain. It is raining harder now
but he is wearing a hooded jacket and shrugs off my offer to share
some of my large black umbrella. Grappling with issues of trust
honestly acquired through years of abuse and betrayal, my patient
is happy to report that he recently asked staff for help when he
was feeling especially distressed. This is something new for him
and very different from his usual stoic determination to do everything
for himself. As we walk the hospital grounds in the December rain
and the hood of the young man's jacket becomes sodden and limp,
I notice the umbrella in my own hand gradually drifting and covering
more of his head. Whether or not he notices as well, he doesn't
say, but he doesn't move away either. When our walk and our conversation
are over, he thanks me with a sincerity that suggests this therapy
session was especially meaningful.
Bringing my umbrella to work that day was an afterthought. I am
usually content to turtle into a warm jacket with a turned up collar,
make do with a simple hat or sprint to shelter under an upraised
notebook. But the forecast was for heavy rain and it was already
starting when I left the house. Besides, I thought I knew where
to find a large, black umbrella, a Wal-Mart special that I bought
last year on the morning of a winter funeral. It had kept my cousin
and me dry enough in a sleet storm at the cemetery and would surely
stand up to rainy day at the hospital. My umbrella did all of that
and more. It is one thing for a psychologist to speak in metaphors
to convey meaning in our conversations with patients. That's why
it helps to cultivate an abstract turn of mind and a good vocabulary.
It is something else to live our metaphors. That's why we need umbrellas.
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